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Dec 31, 2009

Forgiving someone who has some faults.

She told me her thoughts.(09-12-22)
I am very lonely and depressed today even though I have a girlfriend. She told me that she feels mixed emotions about our relationship. She has lost trust in me but in her heart, she still loves me. So, she doesn't know how to handle this. She has started to lose interest in me and now ignores me. I lost her trust the time I blacked out and couldn't answer her phone calls. It is difficult to build a reliable relationship between couples and unfortunately it is easier to spoil it. I totally regret what I did and take responsibility for it. What can I do to change her mind? How can I change her mind and the way she feels about me so I can take her on a date today? This is the worst night I've ever had in my life!

Christmas, the time to forgive(09-12-24)
In my case, I am so happy to have someone to spend Christmas with. I usually spent Christmas with my girlfriend. If I don't, I just stay at home and watch some Christmas TV programs or the movie such as Home Alone or non-stop TV variety shows for 10 hours. These days, my girlfriend and I aren't getting along because of my faults. I hesitate to ask her out. I tried to find some special place to have dinner together even though it was tough to reserve because of Christmas eve. She said it must be so crowed and expensive. Just let's go to a small coffee shop in front of her house. I met her there and told her my thoughts, my plans for the future and my true feelings about her. What if we break up with each other? How would I feel? She feels differently between her mind and heart. Anyway, she smiled at me and gave me one more chance to save our relationship. To strengthen our relationship, we must not discard the good time we shared since Feb, 2007.

2 Comments:

kissets said...

After a rain the ground becomes hard.
Have a good time with her in this year!

cylee624 said...

my pleasure- But, she is always busy till midnight.

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